HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!
Mei and me bought a "MUM'S RULES!" notice card kinda thing.
It's something saying what ever mum says we'll obey.
haha! She dun find it very nice but says its interesting n sincere.
^_^ Of coz~ WE LOVE U maass!
Krys came over after work just to give me a packet of Garlic bread chips.
She says,"Eating it, it has a sharp garlic smell tat
normally pple ard u will siam.
But the thing is not wad pple think, it's the matter how u feel abt it,
if u like it so its none of others business."
After saying this she hug me, asking me to be strong
coz i told her i was very sad n feelin bad to drop out sch.
I had the very bad feeling is bcoz i left my project grp,
as i make tis unwanted trouble 4 them 2 find a replacement.
Also everyone is stressed enuff for sch n projects, now my withdraw
make them feel very surprised.
Haiz, scared they'll have bad impression of me.
Krys, thx thx thx, love u so much, giving me a pat.
Im ok but i need time to heal tis pain as i wastedtis large amount
of my dad's hard earn money, in the end they dun even blame mi.
Parents just said, dun worry, forcing urself its not gd too,
as long as u noe wad to do nxt and dun waste ur time can le.
Thx for supporting me dad n mom!
I feel so free now, as stress is dumped.But inside feeling bad n kinda pain. I duno how 2 explain.
It had been quite lon time since i hav tis feeling.
Still...i act im ok infront of pple. FUCK!
WINNIE:
It's not doing u gd to keep things inside urself, u can tell me u noe?
OK! Winnie i tell u, IM NOT OK!!! Pls dun bother abt my feelings,
im more worried how u'll gonna settle on projects.
I noe u care, but wad abt the othe 2 of them.
I dun wana put u in a diff situation as u dun blame me but the other 2
they had shown their temper liao!
Anyway we juz noe each other for 3weeks, u can juz 4get mi.
I appreciate ur care, i'll keep u inside me. xie le
shOrt anD boRinG, staY awaY fRom mE!.
