Off today, cough like shit. Non-stop, 1st time cough til so jialat.
Try 2 slp back coz veri weak but cant den lie on bed from 10am+ til 5pm,
thinking wad i've been thru tis whole yr.
And yes 11 days from now is 2008. Tis yr its bad more than gd things had happen.
Not letting my family 2 worry 4 me, i hide lotsa things/probs juz to settle by myself. Im lucky coz few loyal frens of mine always looking out for me.
Some r juz like jerk using me, n i noe who r they but still sticking close 2 them 2 let them noe how lousy n bad r they.
This yr i found i cherish n treasure my family n relatives more,
nt 2 say i din cherish them be4.
The feeling is more close den be4 n if they're nt ard i may sad til i can get depress.
I duno is gd or bad, the pple(family/relatives/frens)
i love more i will get myself hurt more deeply. So i wun wana add nessesary new frens 2 my list if they're nt e type 2 hang wif me,
coz its realli tiring 2 hold frenship sometimes whe u found in the end is zero. Now wad i hav is enuff, the rest i wun wana care too much already.
Nxt yr i juz wana hav a veri happy n memorable 21st bday,
if can i wanna win my competition n enjoy my studies in switzerland.
Other things i dun dare to think too much.
The more we hope the more wounds we'll get.
So i wun hope, just let it be.
Simple mind simple life.
PEACE
4th Xmas present from sis. I just came by e Choco shop n said i
wan tis 4 xmas n asked her 2 buy fo mi by actually teasing her.
She realli bought, i was surprised, so sweet of her. Love ya sis xie le!
shOrt anD boRinG, staY awaY fRom mE!.
