Off today, cough like shit. Non-stop, 1st time cough til so jialat.

Try 2 slp back coz veri weak but cant den lie on bed from 10am+ til 5pm,

thinking wad i've been thru tis whole yr.

And yes 11 days from now is 2008. Tis yr its bad more than gd things had happen.

Not letting my family 2 worry 4 me, i hide lotsa things/probs juz to settle by myself. Im lucky coz few loyal frens of mine always looking out for me.

Some r juz like jerk using me, n i noe who r they but still sticking close 2 them 2 let them noe how lousy n bad r they.

This yr i found i cherish n treasure my family n relatives more,

nt 2 say i din cherish them be4.

The feeling is more close den be4 n if they're nt ard i may sad til i can get depress.

I duno is gd or bad, the pple(family/relatives/frens)

i love more i will get myself hurt more deeply. So i wun wana add nessesary new frens 2 my list if they're nt e type 2 hang wif me,

coz its realli tiring 2 hold frenship sometimes whe u found in the end is zero. Now wad i hav is enuff, the rest i wun wana care too much already.

Nxt yr i juz wana hav a veri happy n memorable 21st bday,

if can i wanna win my competition n enjoy my studies in switzerland.

Other things i dun dare to think too much.

Dad mom n mei went Genting for 3days n came back 2day.

Mom knock my door, i went out n saw no body den suddenly a cute bear pop infront of mi, n she said Merry xmas 2 u. Love mom so sweet!!! Went 2 say hi to dad in their rm, veri funni sound came from mom. She put e bear on bed n lie infront of it n play wif it. Mi n dad luff like hell, she gt angry n say 'wad la i cnot play wif toys meh, i was since a child be4 wad now im a mom cnot play meh! ' Of coz we say can haha. She added, wei u see tat little bear behind the door, i always say gd morn/nite and bye when im gg out to it de ok, i oso like bear bear one ok. haha mummy so cute =D

Hate flu, had a realli bad one n still working wif a drowsy n tired me alone for 3 days. Thank god i din collaspe. Flu s**ks realli. OH there's once i ran out my kitchen door n to hilton's backdoor 2 get sme thing i nearly bang a guest. Not guest actually, a fren PEIYU! Hahai assurprise, but funni is she ask mi 'eh why r u here?' haha i was thinking tis is hilton of coz im workin here eh coz she noes oso. Haha funni her. =)

California pizza for dinner after work wif Lawrence. Surprise mi wif a small earli xmas present. THANKS BOY its my 1st xmas present =) Yes a super earli one.

Lido next to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. Cute n funny show. So cute when their singing wif their voices haha. Realli makes mi luff alot. We walked 2 97 to meet our 97 gang. Had been quite sometime since i went there. Wads best is just having fun wif the fun n close pple u miss so much after they left e same place workin wif mi previously. Fulfiled day again. Law xie xie ni!

Fang came hilton to pack her recipes n some of von's things in e choco room. She so sweet, she bought donuts for me!! And its my fav flavour =) now who buy donuts for mi i'll juz fall in luv wif them sia =) keke

Aiyes, sometimes i dun wan 2 b selfish to both my colleague and myself. Meaning wen my chef or other dept ask mi help out 2 do OT i try my best nt 2 reject them. To myself i dun wana over tired myself too much at work, but i always did. Nowadays i tired myself i tink is fair coz its super busy period and everywhere short of staff. Main kitchen(western side n function food), Outside catering, Deli cake cunter(xmas packing) and Al Dente(holland-V a restaurat i worked perviously) needs mi.Of cz i cant split myself, i juz goes with e side i most wanted 2 work. Which is the Outside catering n Deli. At least i can help few days fo each. but whenever i tell e chef or supervisor im workin fo another one on tat day they'll ge super angry n scold e other side, so its like "HEY U ASK XW WORK FOR U DEN MY SIDE HOW!" Arbo they'll scold mi "xw u must noe my sde nt enuff pple u help mi will reduce my stress more u understand'. I dn realli care...i still will split my week 2 work for both so to b fair n now they hav nth 2 say. Im juzdoing wad i tink is fair n wad i can do, or else i wun work for both fr te day coz im oso human i need to REST! Im alway the one thinking, being nice n helping others! DEN WHO WILL COME AND UNDERSTAND N B REAL NICE 2 ME! We're all adults b more reasonable please.

Lawrence thx 4 ur funny n lame conversation 2 cheer mi up thou u duno im realli fade-up. Xie le!

Y do i bother abt their national day huh, kee, COZZZ i juz came back from FINLAND EMBASSY function @ Fort Canning.

Actually dun realli care jzwated to wish them nia, as most of e guest r so polite n frenly. Eh im more concern abt tml. Mmm excited is the word la. Im gg a company's function party with PH! Her close fren put us on invitation list thou we're nt one of e members. Haa choosing n matching wad to wear. For sucha long time i've nt been for partys or Dinner & Dance etc. EXCITED N HAPPY! We're gg 2 hav dinner buffet n lotsa drinking n gg clubbing. Faster,QUAI DIAN QUAI DIAN! GG 2 orh orh now so will b tml le >_'

Xuan n me went suntan at e noon. Hehe so fun!

ITS A SUNNY DAY LALALALAALA! Play with sand n went down e water. Took shower at 5plus n headed to Vivo on the New train build at sentosa. We went to the Pet shop a e highest level n saw the cute dogd on sale. Waiting 4 once day 2 convinced dad 2 get one for us. Realli wanna hav a dog!! Had our dinner at White Dog Cafe. The food was super yummy n its big portion, definately worth the price. After eating went hm 2 change up n meet up Lawrence 2 go acoustic 2 celebrate Kor's bday.

Lawrence n i chatted thru-out the whole nite. Enjoyed singing too. Thanks 4 acc mi man! Oh ya not 2 forgot i met my childhood-sista's fren Jace, wad a small world can n she noes ah kor haha. =D Happy n fulfiled day!

Love 2day~

I was gg 2 slp 10mins ago, my sis msged mi tat she heard theres one more voice in my maid's rm. I went down lisen fo awhile n confirmed tat theres one more person in the rm. Its a girl's voice. I knocked mom's door n ask her come down n check quietly. Mom dun wana catch them tis time, but she said its confirm e maid beside our hse. She'll tell the other owner n one day will plan 2 catch them out n will ask my maid sudden pack up n leave. Kaoz idiotic maid, gonna kill u if my stuff is lost kaoz. DARING HUH! watch out heh!~

Mummy so cute